haha, im growing bald.
need to go see the doctor at the skin center again
Saturday, 12 December 2009
Ipod......
(found on dA)
iQuit............
Wednesday, 9 September 2009
haha, im back again xD i dont blog much now a days. but looking back at my past entry's i can see how hyper i was when i blogged xxDDD. i guess the stuff im posting up now is getting BORING! maybe cuz there aint much to talk about :/ i nvr really knew how ppl thought about my blog, i just posted what i wanted to post :P it was fun while it lasted by yea i guess i've grown outta that, games are more fun now though i have to admit im not a very good gamer xD
okay so lets try to make this post longer shall we? imma planing to get this game called avalon code
read the review and all and it looks like a good game :D, been stuck on the same game on my ds for a long time and i havn't bought any new games yet(thats surposs to be a good thing) im too lazy to go find the game at a cheaper price so i'll just get it off comic collecton at tiong.
also waiting for the okami ds game called okamaiden :D it has been my dream wish since last year for okami
to be on the ds every since i found out about the game on deviantArt. and that wish has FINALLY COME TRUE!!! watch the short trailer, it rocks!
this is next years( or possiblely next next years) MUST get game for all ds users! it looks exacally like the wii and ps2 game play, the graphics quallity didn't go down and this is a chance for eveyone who doesn't have a wii or a ps2 to play okami!!! i hope the nuber of hours to compete the game will be like TWEWY or phantom hour glass, it will be a shame if you could finish the game in only a day ): and i hope the english ver come soon, my jap is NOT that great as some of you alrdy know, haha
well i'll be going off now, about my drawing stautes...well you can say im just lazy to travel over to my aunt's place to scan it ^_^; still trying to draw my current comic, i only reached page 4....*fail* and im not sure if that be the prologe or chapter one. well i just gotta do my best *determination!*
cya
Saturday, 22 August 2009
heyaz, i haven't blogged much in a really long time.....plus my blog is already DEAD so it have become more a diary for me now xD wells just gonna post sum random stuff cuzz i can do some venting here though i dun like going straight to the point for this matter.
school is MUCH better than last year, i actually talk more now and i made sum good friends as well. in primary school i didn't talk much AT ALL, but wells that's the past, i have a few issues with my form teacher cuz she sometimes gets the wrong idea about a few thing and have a bad impression of you suck in her mind with is really difficult to get rid off. but other than that everythings fine.
i might have to change blogskin soon but i'll probably use one of my old ones back on the main computer, did i mention i finally got my own laptop? yea my auntie got it for me. have to repay her back one day, thats one thing i must do shes been so kind to me. i love here.
so anyways this is a very very very BORING post but its mostly cuz im venting sum feelings right now.
currently im hooked up on vocoloid, its gonna take long to explain it so i suggest you go Google it up; thats what i did and look at me now, im listening to the songs over and over again. you only get to know vocoloid fully if you start listening to the songs ppl create using it :)
my art is getting better i would have to say, but nt getting a lot of views on each piece of shit i post up. guess i have to start drawing for my own entertainment now cuz thats whats more important at this stage right now, i enjoy drawing very much and im even starting up my own manga. thou its nt really that great, i have troubles with the stupid paneling. though if i think hard enough things fall into place.
my Japanese classes are doing well probably cuz i have such a great friend to help me out every time i get stuck, it sucks when you always receive help from the same person ): though i wish i could help him more than he helps me...i cant. ah well i still like having him around, he's the only other person whom i can chat about anime with out having idiotic silent pauses in between our conversations. though my sis has something against him cuz hes abt 10 years older than me =.= i understand that shes concern about what "would" happen to me cuz she watches a lot of crime watch which is nt a bad thing though you could say i think that shes being a little over protective, he's nt a bad person i can give you that though i just dun wan us nt to be friends...
hayia! i have to see what happeneds later on in the week, currently now he's nt replyin my sms abt having a study session on friday but i guess he's a bit torn up too cuz something like this happened b4 when my sis 1st found out abt me havin a friend who's abt 1o years older than i.
i really hope we still can b friends, cuz losing a friend whos been so kind to you really tears you apart.
Thursday, 27 November 2008
for the past 2 days i've been going over to fiona's house~ for what reson?!?! well we actully plan to create a comic book :D with her awsome drawing skills and my creativity im sure we can make an awsome comic :D....the only problem is...on the second day fiona didnt feel like drawing..so we're stuck on the first page for wo knows how long.. so instead of doing our stroy..I HELPED HER THINK OF THE PLOT FOR HER CURRENT STORY :D she created this comic about a boy who is a seeker, he is destined to kill the last dragon alive named seth and he has no choice becasue hers got a spell casted over his heart called the heart binding outh. now her original story was to make the seeker travel from town to town and soon battle seth to complete his outh, but the twist is....seth was the one who placed the outh on him just for the fun of giving humans fales hope...it sounds a bit weird right? so i helped her change the story while i was there on the second day :D
as for the first day, after we finishe only ONE page of the comic..we decided to play on the com~~ i watched her play a lot o games she DOWNLODED from the net which are actully games for GameBoy Advance....in the end we all skidoodled off to dA whn shireen decided to pop over and play :D.
we all ended up playing games from notdoppler.com and watching fiona display her awsomness on ms paint doing avatars for me, my friend, another friend on dA who wanted one and one for herself. u guys can go check it out on dA :D
and thats pretty much it :D i cant go over today and tmr cuz fio got sth up.
cya later xD
Sunday, 23 November 2008
whoo hoo! AFA08 was super FUN!!!! sry guys i dun got no pics cuz i FORGOT to bring my camera on BOTH days but me,fiona,angel,eejoo and rosel(cant spell her name >.<) had lots n lots of good darn FUUUUUNNNNN!!!!!! they have a lot of godly pictures there drawn by pros and students alike :D i might uplode the pics if fiona gets em from rosel cuz we all used her phone to snap pics. there were alot of cosplayers there and seening them getting GLOMPED by photo frenzy ppl was fun :D:D:D(they didnt get glomped xD) but the one of the best parts was seeing alot of anime art and drawing on the drawing wall :D
the first day was super!..well the only problem was angel was all emo and the atmosfear was a bit...erm...uncomfortable T.T it felt like she had an EVIL aura of hate around her(shivers) but she started talking after luch and also started "conferskating" fionas stuff xD like her sketch book, she took it ran around letting fiona chase her...and then gave the book to some random kid xD fiona got her book back anyway but it was funny. she also took fionas pretzel and started running around getting fio to chase her again XD. ahhh i'll rememeber that and i just notice..i prefer hyper angel to emo angel 8D when we all got there there was a SUPER loooonnng line D: and i say it was the longest Q line i have ever joined! but luck for eejoo,rosel,rosel's bro and me, we got our ticks with out even waiting in the Q for long cuz some of the AFA peepz were selling the ticks to those who had exact change. i was luck rosel could change my 10 bucks for 2 dollar notes :D angel and fiona had to Q up to get their ticks >:D we all went crazy screaming "OH MY GOSH!!!" at every beautiful manga pic we saw! rosel was snaping pics at almost every pic we saw! and she gonna send me em D:but the best part of the entire day was that....I GOT GOD-LIKE PICTURE FOR MY COLLECTION FOR FRRRREEEEEE~~~~!!!!!!! 2 god-like pic to add to that :D:D:D:D the artists art sooo nice!!! because i asked first...everyone in my group started asking for a picture! the artist dA name is Toounit and im gonna watch him cuz of his kindness to draw 5 sketches for freeeeeeee~~~! while he was drawing mine i noticed another artist behind me and i asked her to draw for me too :D:D:D:D:D she drew a cat-eared dude and i tell you it rocks!!!! that was the BEST thing that happend on the first day!on the second day i woke up late and got there 1 hour later than our original meeting time so eejoo and fiona went to the festival first, rosel was in malaysia with her family so she gave both her bros and hers seconday ticks to fiona and eejoo. we all tryed the pirate class at the maple booth then went off to the grafitty wall to check out the cool and awsome vandalisem on the majong paper, we draw some of our stuff on it too, i drew a werewolf and fiona did an aileen called the Host and both of us made a showdown like picture. eejoo drew a manag girl. we then headed off to the artists conner and guess wat?..I ASKED ANOTHER 2 ARTISTS THERE TO DRAW FOR MEEEEEE!!! :D well i had to pay for one of em and im gonna show ya all the god-like-ness of a 17 year old girl's drawing!! 
TA-DA!!! i had to pay $7 for this but..IT WAS WORTH IT!!!!! *rwar*if AFA is coming again next year..IM GOING!the sencond best thing that happened on the second day was the cosplay compertion :D luv it and all the cosplayers were great! some of the acts they did were funny :D others were entertaining..like the trinity-blood one and the fight performence of 2 cosplayers cosplaying for an anime i think was called reborn. the third best thing is...ANGEL CAME AND SHE WAS IN HER HYPER SELF!!! yay! it was much more fun and we met her cuzen, who was in the cosplay compertition! her partner did the props which was the key blades (they cosplayed KH i think) which was awsome! and she did the outfits! they really are good with the hair-do and all.well i had fun this week end! if my friends(fiona na eejoo) are going for EOY cosplay fest IM GOING!!!!!
Monday, 17 November 2008
ah darn.....my house hold isn't as care free as it use to be....guess things change during the holidays. i mean...my older and eldest sisters are surportive at all T.T they've been real mean over the pass 2 days....and i dun like it :/ they've been saying stuff that make me feel as if im being looked down upon ): i mean being looked down on is not a good feeling at all! it make me feel as if im not wanted here anymore...though the only thing i provide is my camera. darn....this place isn't the best place for me to gain self confidance, when i need help i ask for it...but when i ask for it no one here wants to help! and when i dun need it they all bud in and make me feel bad!
too bad i cant tell my sisters how i feel...why? cuz nothing will change! just because im in NT doesnt mean im THAT useless...and even if i am cant ppl just keep quiet about it, scolding me and making me feel bad wont improve anything. it just makes it worse, even when my brother tells em that i wanna work at macdonalls (because i have absolutly no idea were else to start) they all start criticizing my choice and saying it in a way as if i actully done somthing wrong ): really this is bring down my confidence and self-esteem )X i hate it when ppl look down on me and even if they do...best keep it to themselves! that be the best thing to to alright D:.